I just don’t want to have diabetes anymore.

I am tired of the constant thinking of how or what my blood sugars are doing.
I am tired of the highs that won’t come down. I am tired of the exhaustion. I am tired of the mood swings. I am tired of the constant worrying about complications. I am tired of the loss of income because of sick days. I am tired of the lack of spare cash because of necessary medicine just to keep me alive.

I am tired of having to explain how a low or high blood sugar feels. I am tired of not feeling like I can truly be angry at someone without them thinking it is only because of my blood sugars. I am tired of being used as an excuse to leave a party early. I am tired of HAVING to leave a party early. I am tired of explaining why I eat some foods some days (ie: fruit) and not other days.

I am tired of being in constant battle with my own body.

I just don’t want to have diabetes anymore.

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